I like to think of myself as being an optimistic person who is easy going and liked by people. But I understand that I am no such person. Sometimes I even wonder what and why am I doing. The emotions can fluctuate very quickly like a song. I don't know what others are thinking because I don't ask. I don't ask is because I think that if I am important to you then you will tell me. But then again, I know of people who because I don't ask then they don't say. So this chain effect sometimes lead me to think that the chemistry is depleting. I don't know why but one thing that I can be sure is that I am not very curious about many things. I just let things go right past me. I listen, I understand but the expressing part has always been a chore for me. Sometimes I also pity the people who are friends with me because I am seldom easily understood but I am someone who is easily cheered. Why this post? It is all because of a song. Haha. I am not emo-ing. Just evaluating on myself.