I have always been afraid. Afraid of losing myself while growing up. Losing what I first start off with. During each stage, I have always tried to evaluate myself on what I have lost during the stages. Sometimes, when a person keep focusing on an objective, they will change. They will forget the things that they really want. The changes may be drastic or insignificant. I know changes are inevitable. I have always known that. But I always hoped that I will not change too much such that friends wil feel that I am becoming a stranger. Up till now, I have achieved that. I am still the same person. The one that I, myself understand. However, I cannot guarantee that I can control the changes in me - my character. So, this post will be a reminder to me of who I am. If I really changed a lot, please scold me and bash me up.